Learning To Love A Demon Chapter 1

Chapter 1

When Ciel descended into Hell with Sebastian he felt nothing, no pain, no fear, no anger, no hate, no disappointment, only a deep sense of satisfaction. He was in Sebastian's arms the one that he rightly owed his soul to. If only he had still had a soul left to give him.

What Alois had done was devious, just like the creature he was. But Ciel was secretly happy, he would get to spend eternity with Sebastian. Between revenge for his parents Murder and the memory loss, he had never really had time to sit down and think about how he really felt about Sebastian, all along he had seen him as a Butler. A demonic one that was bound to keep him safe and fulfil his every wish and demand until it was time to take his soul, but still a butler none the less.

Ciel was only ten when he made the contract with Sebastian, which meant he also seen him as a guardian as sorts, but ten turned into thirteen and soon Ciel was beginning to notice things about Sebastian he had never noticed before, of course he never let Sebastian know that he was looking or thinking of him as anything else but a butler but that didn't stop him from noticing the lean lithe body that was hidden beneath his immaculate uniform.

Or the way he brushed his hair behind his ear when he was doing something important. Or the way he looked at you lazily all the time, as if he was also looking at something else other than you with his half lidded eyes.

Even the way he let Ciel get into dangerous situations and would only save him at the last minute. Ciel found it exciting, knowing that in seconds Sebastian would be swooping in in all his glory and carrying him out because for some reason he always forgot Ciel had legs.

Ciel now noticed all those things, and he had been confused about them, he knew he was engaged to Elizabeth, he knew he felt something towards her. But it was nothing compared to the excitement he felt whenever he was around Sebastian, and he knew he had to hide that part of himself, hide and bury it deep down. And crush it with the dark steel abyss that was his heart.

He knew that one day he would be apart of Sebastian and that was enough for him, plus he was far to young to even think of such relationships with another man.

Ciel had a very strong feeling that Sebastian had a vague idea of what Ciel felt for him, he was a demon after all, their sight, hearing and smell were much more of that than a normal man, which meant he could probably hear Ciel's pulse quicken whenever he was with him.

Sebastian was cruel, but Ciel realized just how cruel he was when he started bumping and rubbing off of Ciel intentionally. Whenever his was dressing Ciel his hands would linger on his skin far to long.

Whenever they were in the carriage Sebastian would intentionally push his body up against his Lords, putting it down to the jostling of the carriage. But it never went any further than that, Sebastian might be a demon but he had no interest in stealing the innocence of children, Ciel was still only thirteen and Sebastian may not look it but he was hundreds of years old.

He knew just from looking at him that Ciel would have been beautiful if he had lived long enough to reach adulthood, -of course that would never happen, Sebastian was starving for a soul and he had been nurturing Ciel's for almost three years, when he feasted on Ciel's soul it would delicious, he knew he would never experience anything like it again.- with those stunning blue eyes and shocking black hair he contrasted perfectly, his face was the perfect shape and Sebastian knew that he would have a strong, commanding jawline if he had the chance to grow older, his eyes probably wouldn't be as big as they were now and would finally fit his face perfectly, a strong nose and high cheekbones.

He would have most certainly would have left his hair grow a tad longer so that it brushed his shoulders and fell in perfect wisps across his face and forehead. Yes he would been very fun to play with if he had the chance to grow older but as such Sebastian would much rather eat his soul than wait for him to grow up. His master was definitely a very amusing creature, although it did become tiresome doing all the chores and housework and the babysitting he had to admit it could have been worse.

Ciel had always managed to keep him entertained, and slowly without noticing it, something other than numbness began to fill Sebastian's cold heart, what he felt wasn't love or even affection, it felt as if his heart was beginning to feel content.