Learning To Love A Demon Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Blinding. Searing pain.
That was all Ciel knew now.
Was his name even Ciel? No, he didn't have a name, not anymore.
He had no name, no face, no past, no future. Just this pain.
It was all he knew. He had felt pain like this before.
A constant gnawing in his chest, that he lived with for years, an existence that was eating his soul from the inside.
But this pain was different, it was all consuming.
CRACK. A rib was broken.
Screaming..Who was screaming?
The thing that was once Ceil laughed, what a fool for screaming..no one could hear them..not in this place.
This place was made of darkness, perfect all consuming darkness.
But it was not the type of darkness that numbed your pain..No, it was darkness that made your mind focus on the agony.
There was nothing around you, nothing to see..hear..taste..touch..So all that was left for him to do was feel..
He felt everything, the bones splintering..the pressure..something was trying to get out..
What was trying to get out and where are they trying to go?
Something was in him..and it was trying to get out..but it had no where to go..
RIP
TEAR
CRACK
SCREAM
Red..Red Everywhere..
What is red?
Blood is red..and it's warm..Warm red blood everywhere..He could see again...much too bright..
Yelling..but it wasn't coming from Ciel..
Yes, that was his name..he remembered now..the pain was still the same but he was fighting it..
Pain could kill...
But there was something he had to stay alive for..
Someone?
Red eyes?
Blood eyes..? Red was blood and blood was red..
Before, he had been kicking, screaming, but still his mind was trapped in the darkness, even as his body moved.
Now, he was still..The pain had pinned him.
The cutting, the slicing, the pressure, the broken bones..All of it had taken over.
He was no longer Ciel..no longer was he a person..he was a beast..bound by pain to the world of darkness.
There was no such this as coherent thoughts.
Snippets of words, memories..but then the pain would come back and there would only be screams.
Finally, he could fight it no longer, his body shuddered once more, trying to stay alive even when his mind was broken.
Pain can break you, pain will break you..
Pain broke the thing that was once Ciel..
He excepted his fate..Right before the blinding light took him he caught a glimpse of eyes..
But they weren't red blood eyes..
They were a blinding blue..
He knew someone with eyes like those once..
His name was Ciel..
The eyes were tiny, framed by a small delicate face..
A baby..
Who seemed to be smiling down at him covered in blood..
Covered in the thing that was once Ciel's blood...
Perfect
Beautiful
Angelic
Demonic
Monster..
She Was A Wonderful Monster..